Feet, don't fail me now.

March.
Oh, I'll surpise you alright!

3rd March 2011
Track was hilarious (at least for me). Drills was the part where it was.. uh kinda embarassing today. See, I am kinda new at practice so I tag along with Hannah in the gym (basketball court). Let me paint the picture in your head : drills from one end to the other of the court. Butt kicks, stretches.. you name it. Out of nowhere, everybody started sprinting. Human reaction : for me was taking longer than usual at that very moment. So yeah. I was like, CRAP. GO! While I was running I stepped on my shoelaces.. and for a split two second delay there I was falling towards gravity. Yep, fell forward. Got a bruise on my knee and left hip. Bravo.
But, I did got up and continued running.

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To be honest, I do feel lonely at school. I know I have friends whom I hang out with and all; there are people whom i talk to and all. But beneath our short, not serious conversation, I feel different. I want someone to talk to-someone who i can actually tell how i feel and what is going through my mind when you do an American thing of yours. It has been two months since I am here. Why do I still feel this way?

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SPM results.

The phone rang at 1104pm last night.

"BABE!! You got straight A's!"

             "WHAAAAAAAAT?! You serious? Really?!"

"Yeap, all A + except BM, A. Ok? I love you"

Short, brief conversation in a phone call.

I wanted to scream out of joy. But no I should not.. as everyone else in the house is already asleep.

So there I was, holding on two phones sitting on the kitchen floor waiting for, idk. I want to be there with my friends right now. I want to celebrate and cry with them.. Gosh, here it is like no big deal to any of them, so the excitement I feel just does not feel real. I sent a few emails to Malaysian mom, then just lay on my bed staring at the ceiling, thinking.

 

 

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